+65 / Isasiah 40:29-31
  • whobloidlostingublerlandsbakerst:







    So I came home from school a few days ago and found this on one of the cabinets in my house. 

    See about three years ago my parents decided to go on a big push to get healthy. At the time we were all really overweight, it was a good idea. Our motto became “Eat less. Exercise more.” This was reasonable, because we often had thirds in every meal, and I couldn’t run to my mail box without getting out of breath.

    Since that time between the four members of my family we’ve lost a hundred and sixty pounds. I am muscled, curvy, and a weight I love. I exercise four days a week, usually boxing early in the morning before school. Usually in the course of a day I’ll eat two pieces of toast, a sandwich and a fruit, and a small piece of meet with a couple vegetables. 

    My parents are not impressed. At one time, they always repeated to me “healthy at any weight”, but now it has turned not to being healthy to be healthy, but lose weight lose weight lose weight. 

    My eleven year old sister and I have started working with each other to sneak food into our rooms that they won’t notice we’ve taken.

    The other day, I didn’t wake up at five before school to work out, and my dad yelled at me, making me promise to work out an extra day that week. 

    My dad picks apart my lunch in the morning. Recently, they started giving me only half a sandwich. 

    A few days ago, my sister went to get a cheese stick after school, and my mother told her that if she ate it, it would be her entire dinner. My sister ate it, and didn’t get dinner. 

    My parents told me I need to get a personal trainer so I can “improve faster”. 

    My family has a history of eating disorders, and everyday my family seems more and more anorexic. I’m scared for both myself and my younger sister. Both of us try to not eat, because we get approval from our parents for being “more healthy”. 

    I’ve stopped eating lunch, trying to loose weight so that they will be nicer to me. 

    I don’t think my parents realize that they’re fostering eating disorders, but the other day I tried to make myself puke, because they treat food like poison. 

    I was wondering if you could reblog this if you think this sounds unhealthy, because I keep trying to talk myself out of thinking that it is. 

    This is horrifying.

    This is horrible. No parents should but this sort of burden on their children. They should be proud of how far everyone has come and not force such radical behaviours. By not eating properly, they’re going to be making the girls worse. It’s horrible. I really hope for their sakes, they manage to get proper food when out of the house otherwise they’re going to get really ill due to their parents behaviours. It’s quite sickening.

    oh my god this is awful and bordering on child abuse. no, actually, it is child abuse.

    This is child abuse, I would tell a teacher. I have a feeling they will not stop until you’re all skin and bones

    This is absolutely child abuse. You need to tell someone.

    This is not at all okay.
    Baby you need to get family therapy because you are absolutely right this is harvesting an ed and it’s super unhealthy.
    Good luck to you and I’m proud of you for being happy with your body where you are because it seems like you have truly worked hard to reach a healthy place.
    Hope your parents see it that way soon
    But seriously seek professional help.
    Love you!

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    I know that I’m hard to love. Some days I’m all smiles and affection and then other days there’s nothing I want more than to be quiet and lie in bed.

    Sometimes I get angry about stupid things and won’t want to talk to you. Other days I’ll think that you’re the most perfect person in the world.

    Please don’t give up on me. I know it’s not easy but I’ll always come back to you.

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